pill

poppping animal
=]
;]
=ppp


he read me, his poetry

"friends"

you were the best one in my eyes, you were my sister from another mister, i've known you since grade school, you were always there when the world wasn't.
i couldn't have asked for anyone better, i thought you were gonna be THEE best friend, but i thought wrong of course, i would have never thought it would be you to circulate your world around a boy and disregard the fact that i was actually living, but i thought wrong
i thought you'd call me back for the simple fact that we never talked to eachother anymore, but i thought wrong
i thought that me going to amistad would bring us closer and make us hangout more, but i thought wrong
i thought a lot of things, i really did
i don't have a lesbian crush on you, i just thought you were my best friend, but i guess i thought wrong
it's hard to take in and realize that, that one person you could always call when shit goes down..will no longer be on the otherside of the phoneline

i lovED you to death kid, i really did
i'm just sick and tired, of being sick and tired
POINTLESS is more like it

and i feel pretty pathetic for writing this about you, so yea
i'm done
cuz i don't have anything else to say
about ashley...

spring break

is almost over!
booo hoooo!
booo
boo
boooo

anyways, it's been pretty good, one of the best nights of my life just happend! it was bomb, got fucked up to the 700thPOWER it was amazing, and it was with the best people ever, and well getting fucked up has been a daily thing since i got back to the 760
haha, it's amazing i love it
but ima have to stop cuzza boxing, so FOURTWOZERO is my last day, i hope
:p

but yea, everything is going okay, nonother than being home fucking still pisses me off for the fact that i give so much just to shut my parents up and wtf, my dad is still here playing W.O.W. i hate that motherfucking game with every inch of my body, and yet i have to bite my tongue and let him play, wtf, if he can do that then why can't i smoke weed and you be okay with it, it's basically the same thing just in a different form right? i don't even know what you want from me mom, i really don't, i wouldn't say that my smoking weed was a problem, i do it because i want to, not because i hate my life, because i love the feeling it gives me, it's gives me the opportunity to flush my frustrations in the air, i inhale peace and exhale negatives then i'm always happy, no prollems no nothing, it's an amazing feeling that i can't get doing something else, and oh do i love maryjane, sometimes i feel like screaming i smoke tha reefer, but i can't cuz then i'll get kicked out, i'd rather get emancipated

actually i really don't know anymore, i don't i don't i don't
"life's a bitch, cuz if it were easy it'd be a slut"

i miss arlene everyday of my life, that'll never change

my friends are amazing, maryohh && shy i love them, i couldn't have asked for better friends like them in my life, i mean i wouldn't have anyone nonother than them
<3
and cesar, i missed him so much, and i'm glad we talked and hung out, and resolved everything


&& boys
there's 3
keeping my options open

=]

viva

spring break
got some of that danky ass purple ice, should be bomb
i'll find out inna bit

i like vegas, it's down
and fun

easter was a chill day, i couldn't sleep at all
cuz i went to sleep sober and mad!

things are still weird

i don't feel good
i wanna hurl

and i can't get andy out of my head
=]]
<3
i can't wait til' i see him
my boo
<3




well a session awaits
peace

i feel

like shit, i hate being home
take me away, please









& i DO want to accept leo's wonderful invetation to ...
;]