Tomorrow is my birthday

and since 3 in the afternoon Andrew has been with his friends 'recording'
then he said they were 'writing'.
Then he tells me his friend Jesse is going to pick him up and drop him off, but turns out they're chilling now too.
How nice.
Just how I pictured it.
He's been hanging out with his friends an awful lot now.
Almost everyday either at his friends 'recording, his cousin Isaac staying the night, or him drinking in the parking lot with his friend Jesse.
And all I can think about it the next time I'll finally...nevermind.


Just know that I'm really starting to hate him.






I just want him gone, but someone to take him from me or away from me.
I can't find myself to leave him and I really need to.

My pride and Joy

My girls first day of head start yesterday, and they did so well. And they loved it.

I've decided to start writing about the things I love now, instead of the things I hate so much.