hurlage

much?
i feel like throwing up everywhere
efffffff leftover potatoe soup!

so manana the 26, is my official two years of having a crush on the boy who's name starts with a J and ends with a Y
:ppppp
yea idk, i'm not going to school manana


i feel a little bit better than the other days though, i've just been trying to look at the brighter side of my situation, well there is no brighter side, but i'm just trying to enjoy my life and dwell on the positive rather that all the negative. i member thats what maryohh pointed out to me, about how i look foward to the negative parts of situations, and i think everything negative is going to happen rather than positive. I hope for the worst and expect the worst, it's just how i work, but i'm trying here and there to get my train of thought straight.

i'm a bit confused though like, about school i have kinda two choices, well
1) stay at amistad, attend on everysingle day off or day, get them credits, and go back senior year
2) stay home all the time, slackk, take the CHSPE test and get my diploma in april 09'?
CONFOOZLED?
yea so my life is so wonderful! and yes i am being totally sarcastic

i just wish or pray that my mom or sister wins the lotto, cuz i'm tired of staring out my window and seeing prositutes or watching them get customers on my front lawn
capiche?
=D
i can go on about all the negative things about my house and neighborhood, but whatever positive thinking remember esther?

reeferETTE