first love

i hate the fact that your first love's name will forever be implanted in your brain
NO MATTER WHAT

is that a good thing? is that a bad thing?
i just hate that at times he will dissapear from my thoughts for months, then he'll come creepin in
the smallest things make me think of him




fuck, this is pathetic
whatever it's just nice to know i'm finally over him he just did alot of damage, and WE as in me and him never had closure









&& i do gotta a crush on someone new
but ima keep this one on the hushhhhhhh for now...