i hate

not being high
fake people
suppos-ed 'friends'
arguments
overanalyzing
thinking too much
critical thinking
remembering things that i wish i had now
finding solutions to past problems that i can no longer fix
shit talkers
wannabe's
people who revolve their life upon impressing people
people who care what the world thinks
being a l o n e
not doing anything on a saturday night
being blown off
never getting called back
romantic movies that are never true stories
imaginary friends
the boy who took apart of me that i'll never ever get back
the radio
not having limewire
not knowing what's going to happen next
not having all the answers
when people throw the words i love you around like they have no meaning
not having money
getting cat hair on my clothes
bruises
not finding a boy who would like to get into my brain before my pants
spaghetti
books that are pointless
not making an impact on someone
the heat
cleaning the bathroom
brown and yellow crayons
m&m's that aren't brown
doing nothing
catching my breath
users and abusers
liars
giving up
cuts
being told what to do
periods
awkwardness
searching for conversation on the phone
promises that never fall through
missing my sister
bad hygene
the phrase 'lemme get at that'
holding grudges
guilt
moving furniture
that the thoughts in my mind aren't always great
dreams that don't make sense
that girls try so hard to get noticed
girls that try to make other girls jealous
stupid girls
just girls in general
perverted boys
stupid boys
pimples
vomiting
being sober
and the fact that you're stupid name will always be in my mind no matter how hard i wish it wasn't
but most of all, i hate you