time

i feel like it's running out, for some reason


this weekend was pretty good, interesting!
got stoned as fuckkkkk yesterday
*thanks jr && cesar


my friends are all so great, i love everyone new in my life and miss the old
but i feel so good that problems with anyone that i've ever had are cleared
i've been over, but finally they are too
me and ashley are even talking again
even though she did tell me she wanted to try at our friendship again, but showed up with the bitch i fought at the fair? that was just like WOAH or shall i say WTF
haha but i mean idk i really don't
but otherwise i love everyone of my friends
in alphabetical order homie muahahha:
Ariana
Ashley
Cesar
Cesar
Chela
Jeffrey
Mariah
Mario Eff.
Maryohh
Sandra
Sheyla
Shianne

<333333

i love you all, thanks for putting up with my SHIT




and with the whole boy thing, hmmm there was always andrew david phillips
went out with him 7th/8th grade, then on and offf since then, but then just kept talking, so i've been talking to him for like 4 years now, and finally we decided to completely call it quitts
and i'm okay with it, i am, we both need to get on with our lives, really, but i'll always care for you my boo
=]


and parental wise, okay i guesssss

arlene wise, i love her to death, no matter what, she picks me up at 1 a.m. from mc. donalds to save me from walking home while she has to work at 9 a.m., she still cares and i love her for that, even though she'll tell me "esther, ure so fucking stupid blah blah blah" i love her for it and i always will, i still hate her boyfriend, but i love ju jota face witch! thanks for saving my life even though sometimes you don't want to, or you want to choke me, it's okay you sock my chest anyways devil!



&& i'm also getting my credits homehhhhhh!



i love life right now, i really do
it's going good [[knocks on wood]] and that's how i like it

=]



and bitch, get over the drama cuz i am, i'm way past it
so stop trying to act hard, when i already fucked ure ass up, GET OVER IT