once upon a time...

you make me fucking sick, you fucking piece of shitt♥

so yahhh, i've been thinking alot, A LOT, too much, too far, past the peek of thinking, i had an intense day yesterday, it was a bit muchhh for my mind to comprehend, let's just say my parental unit is now aware of the fact that i pufff the magic dragon♥;;

yea, so i'm guessing i'm grounded?

idk but they blamed it all on the people i hang out with of course, but i sat down and informed them they can't blame my actions on someone else, i was never influenced, if anything i was THEE influence, i smoke because i want to, because i loveLOVElove the feeling, not because anyone makes me or tells me too, but because I WANT TO!

and after that, they couldn't possibly hate my friends for things i did, i've been smoking since spring break 8th grade, on and off, and been smoking NONstop for more than two years now, why would i stop now?

i want to but i don't but i do

i think way too much for a human's own good, i'm no where near the word normal, and i never will be

i see things i shouldn't, and my brain is my worst enemy...

but all in all, i'm gonna see where this all takes me

i can stay sober if i wanted too, but i don't want to, weed isn't something i need though, it's something that i want, i'm probably not going to smoke as much, but maryjane has invaded every spot in my brain, there is no way she can get outtt

i'm gonna stay in summer school, get shit done

stay working out til' i reach my goal

do my ROP cosmetology

get my carr

graduate

go to college

get buisness degree

or become a probation officer

i got it all planned out

&& no one will get in my way

i love my friends to death, i really do

but i guess this is all just a test to see if they do too...♥?

&& the whole boy thing

fuck that puto, he tries to hard to be different it's pathetic

and why do you find that you always have to lie to me about things that aren't even true?

i bet you don't even pop pilllls fagggg, haha

it's okay, i was lowering my standards for the moment, oooops

you wouldn't be able to handle anyways, your too much of a fucking pusssy

i'll always be the best, you NEVER hadd homehhhhh