i couldn't

be more conent right about now,
everything is going goood, i've more than realized that i deserve 777777000000x's better than what you proclaim yourself to be, i don't need a wannabe or a liar, that's disgusting, and i shoulda seen it from the begginning
anyways, you should apologize for wasting my time♥


but nonOTHER than that, today was so gooood, i feeel like i'm at the top of a mountain looking down at everything, it's amazing, it's like things are so in perspective, like everything, today is 1 week i haven't fought with my mother, and 1 month and 2 days sober and going strong, i can feel myself changing, and i don't think my "friends" are going to like it, but i am prepared to loose who i may loose, it'll just show that they weren't real friends in the first place, i'm so happpy i wanna cry, haha but really, i'm readyy for anything

i'm not the same, things will never be the same
but for the better...



♥