flattered

at the fact that, drunken words speak sober thoughts
i got a really drunk phone call last night from someone who i would expect it from
but the things he said woke up something inside of me that had been hiding from him
it woke up a truth that i never wanted to face

"esther, um i have to tell you something but idk how to say it"
"omg just say it!"
"okay, you know how mario has shianne and how like that's his girl and like how they are with eachother, well i've always thought that that's how it was for me and you, like have you ever thought what it'd be like if we went out? i mean i've had dreams about it, and i mean me and you know alot about eachother and like we're on the same level and we understand eachother, idk idk...it's like that usher song..."
"i've thought about that all before too"


and truthfully, i have i just never knew how to tell him ever, but it's done more than just pondered my thoughts, but then me MRS. NEGATIVEmcNEGATIVEpants never thought he would ever take me into consideration for the simple fact that well i just never thought he would. i'm not gonna lie when i say i've always thought we were perfect for eachother...


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