whY?

can't i feel anything for anyone?
i'm actually trying to, and niente, nada, nothing.
heartless can suffice for my actions....

and as gay and cheesy as it sounds, it's true:
my heart was stolen in 8th grade, i never got it back, it's not my fault
i'm just saying, i am the way i am for a reason,
heartless, callace, evil, bitch, numb, emotionless
because of him.
i was in love once, and only once.
for some reason, i believe it's going to stay that way
every other guy is a piece of shit in my eyes.







amen.