IN

in your arms, in your presence i know who i am,

i find such comfort and relief within myself when i look into your eyes

and it's nothing sexual, it's nothing to do with feelings for you,

i love you, because i have your friendship, you mean more to me than words can describe

i was lost, lost all weekend, lost myself, lost my mind, lost morals, lost causes, just lost

day by day, after it all started slowly fading

i still was not all there, not even today, not even 1 hour ago

but once i seen you, i wanted to hug you, i felt pieces of myself come back into their place

i smiled more with you than i did at all this weekend, oh boy this weekend, i'm sorry

i disappointed you like i always do, but i want you to know

i cherish you more than anyone in my life, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me

and i love you for that, i love you because your my best friend

and i love that we've established that there are no further intentions that friendship, because your the first boy who's ever wanted to know everything about ME, esther elaine leon

you are more interested in who i am, than what i can do 

and that means alot because this is a first or second, well it's a first now

and it's comforting to know that there are some good guys left afterall,

i would kill anyone who would ever hurt you, because i love you

your my best friend, and i wouldn't have it any other way...

♥

you.@r3.3RuP