how it's been

from the start you were the sweetest sin,
that i made sure i would always indulge in
whoever knew we would hit it off so well,
i finally had hope that someone would catch me if i ever fell
you filled up my ears and head with promises that are supposedly true,
i'm still here waiting wondering if they'll ever go through
i never thought in a million years you and i would ever combine,
and i look at my life now and how you're completely mine
i don't think you understand when i tell you how i feel,
you ignore my words like they're nothing when all they are is real
inhale it, inject it, let me sew you're eyes open until you see,
how the only thing i'd ever want is a world full of only you and me

i remeber the mornings waking up and kissing your face,
and turning over and allowing my body to feel your warm embrace
nothing in the world has ever felt so good,
never allowed myself to feel this way with anyone else but with you i could
everyday walking me to school then you taking the bus home,
that was some love shit and i knew you'd never rome
i would go about my day with the utter feeling of being content,
and i'd thank god everyday for this human form of a blessing that he'd sent
i was so happy knowing we were in eachother's posession,
but little did i know that this love would be an obsession

it was all fine and dandy until the moment i came home,
hearing you yell through the phone as if i'm a kid and not grown
constantly questioning whether i'm telling the truth or not,
asking me if i feel dumb or how does it feel to get caught?
always having to prove myself innocent but you'd always doubt me,
as if a girl in love didn't know here boundaries
crying turned into a hobby that was never enjoyable,
loving turned into something that was possibly destroyable

everyday's been a day of pain,
wishing for the sun when all i get is rain
i never knew love was supposed to hurt this much,
i'd do anything to feel an honest and sincere touch
i'm honest when i tell you that i tell the truth and i'm loyal,
do my best to treat you like a king and according to my heart you're royal
one day, maybe someday i just wish you won't take me or my love for granted,
i meant every single word in your head, that i implanted
what part of i love you makes you question,
if you don't want to lose me may i make a suggestion?

when your girlfriend tells you she wants this forever,
don't shoot her down cuz she can easily prove you right and make it never...