And Leo is no where to be found. He said he got off of work at 5, and said he was coming home right after.
What a fool I am.
Waiting on him in tears, like always.
Nothing will ever be okay, I have a strong belief in my heart he'll never love me the way I want to be loved.
I will never be relevant to his priorities, when he's completely of meaning to mine.
I feel depressed, empty, I can't really explain the type of feelings I have.
Numb really, my anger level has adjusted every minute I realize the routine.
The fact that he's only going to keep on hurting me because I allow him to.
He doesn't love me.
He never did.
Am I really with hime just because he. Is the father of my child?
I can't even remember a time that I was ever truly content and happy being with him.
All the feeling I have or had didn't come natural, they were forced and eventually created by my mind to make this seem real.
When in reality, its not.
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