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The only back bone I got is my own, and literally Rudy's bone in my back entrance...lmao!
And I actually liked it, it's shark week and we couldn't do anything so he had to put it somewhere.
I can't express to you enough how much I love having any type of sex with him.
Like, I literally can't say no to him literally.

My mind wants to resist and play hard to get and maybe even get over him, but my body and urges just can't.
Like it needs him and wants him.
No one can fuck me like he does, no one.
It's not just a fuck, it's something else to.
I can't really explain.
But everything we do when we do is in sync.
Our every movement our kisses, everything is perfect.
And it feels like fucking heaven inside of me.





Idk, maybe that's why I love being sexually submissive and letting the male be completely dominant.
Because outside of bedroom walls, I'm dominant and well a fucking boss doing big thangs.
I'm independent and doing everything on my own, not needing a man.
Guys need me, guys ask me for money, all these guys are fucking losers, but in the bedroom they can dominant, and something more than me.
I'm no necessarily talking about Rudy, cause he's pushing with his nice ass car hustling doing what he has to do.
But the other guys know who they are.
And that's why I don't fuck with them anymore.



I only fuck with Rudy, and that's completely real.
He's the only one I want to fuck with really.



I kept telling him "Be nice!", when he was sticking it in my ass.
But he liked when I said that, and I meant it.
Cause he sure as hell fucked me.

I'm done.