eye dee kay

right when i thought things were finally getting better
i hoped WRONG!

so the parental unit is not getting married, this means i'm gonna stay poor
this is so gay
i feel like just giving up so bad, i don't even know what to do
cuz being poor means i get the adult role again, i have to help my moms pay bills again, i don't mind but it's alot for a 16 year-old to handle.
and all my faggit "friends" are in there own little worlds, why am i gonna disturb them if they don't give two shits?
it all kinda feels like summer 07' again, when i lost my dad then and then my world hit rock bottom and i had no one there for me, except wilber. but everyone else who claimed to be my "friend" could care less?
yea that's how it is right now, but i only gots jr. && raulito
fuck everyone else
whatever, i think ima go back to the herb
i have a strong feeling, i just can't do this, i had hope that things would get better for my future
but i mean i guess i was wrong, like always

idk how to cope with this any other way? help?
i think ima still go to school and what not, but ima also shhhhhhhmoke
there i made my decision, my life is going to get fucked up again



what the fuck ever
it's always been fucked up anyways...