justHIM

god i hate this, when you reallyreallyreallyreallyreally like someone, well honestly i think it's grown to be more than just liking him cuz i think about him all the time
i guess i can't help it.

and i mean everytime i see his face i get butttterflies in my stomach, like when he visited me at work it was like a surprise cuz i didn't expect it ya know?
like i was in the dressing room helping some girl get a room, then i turn around and look up and there he was just to see me, when i see his face my stomach drops or gets butterflies
and i kinda run outta words to say, everything i had in my mind that i wanted to say is gone as soon as i look at him.
i can honestly say i've never wanted anybody more than him, i mean i've had a crush on him since freshman year, but i didn't really know him KNOW him to be able to say that i like him.

but i know him now, and i love that i know him, and i like learning more and more about him everyday that i talk to him. haha and i love when we get back from the weekend like mondays, and we both tell eachother our '"epic"' weekend stories about how faded! we got.
haha
to me he is the cutest boy to hit the planet, i just find him so attractive, even though he doesn't feel that he is i begg to differ
=D
i couldn't possibly like anyone else, i try just because i'm scared to tell him how i feel, but whenever i try with someone else there's no point if the only boy i care and think about is him.
haha i thinks it's super crazy that i haven't felt this way about someone since about 8th grade.
i think he's the most amazing and most interesting person ever.
and i don't want anyone else, nope

his name starts with a J and ends with a Y...i wonder who it could be


Who I'd Like to Meet:
Someone that makes me vomit butterflies

too bad i already found him...