and

in the blink of an eye, it can all just dissappear
friends, lovers, aquaintences, parents, family, stability, security, SANITY?
what do you do when everything was so perfect, and just goes away?
i'm not me, i don't feel like me, i don't think like me, i don't think i look like me, i can't see me...
and i don't have a clue where i am, i don't have a clue where i stand






good luck esther, and have a great time looking for it...