i am growing colder than the walls i hide behind...
i'm not looking for anyone in particular, just answers, justification, more time, good vibes, chill && no worries.
is that so hard to ask for?
there is no way in hell i can read the male species, i don't know when they're serious or joking, so i take everything as a joke, i take compliments as a joke or a reason behind it, i don't take compliments well, hugs are foreign for the fact that no one sincerely means them, their purpose is for a simple hi and bye...nothing more, therefore i feel uncomfortable getting one for any other reason....
survival is the key, if you go around life babying yourself, crying over lost friendships, lost relationships, it's a waste of time and energy, it's life, LOSS, get over it, it happens, you can't change people you can just hope that they do, you can dwell on the situation or you can wake up with a smile and get on with yourself, don't let anyone or anything hold you back, this is your life and it's ending one minute at a time...
right about now, i could use some dialogue with someone pretaining to their opinion about this or outlook on life...
:p
i'm stuck inside something doctors consider dead,
wondering if there's an on or off button to the thoughts in my head,
in time i'll realize i can't do anything with a heart made of lead...
♥
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