whoever

said be careful what you wish for, meant it in the most literal sense.
i can't believe you.
well acutally i can.
you disgust me.

i knew deep down that this was too good to be true, well not really but i mean you being loyal and everything.
they call you "Lust" for crying out loud!
how stupid can i be? pretty fucking stupid.
you dissappeared last night while i waited up for your call.
called you at 8 a.m. this morning and your mamma said you showered and left to a place she didn't know.
i should've knew it all along.
i just can't believe you enjoyed an evening with my family all last night, and did your dirty deed after we dropped you off.
you make me sick.
you really do, you pathetic fuck.
i'm not going to sit back and really believe for one second that you were with your "long lost homie".
fuck that shit. fuck that.
i don't care what anyone says about how we need to stay together for the baby.
hell no. i'm going to be selfish for the firtst time and only care about me and my baby.
because i've been waiting for you to do this for the longest time, i've been waiting to catch you.
and i finally have!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so happy yet hurt.
but you're no longer one of my worries. you're on your own and i'm not going to be anywhere near you.
i don't even want you near when my daughter is born, but i'll let you.
i knew it, i knew it, i knew it.
I SHOULDA KNOWN.
it's going to be me and my little nugget. and a big FUCK YOU LEONARDO CASTRO.
isn't that so sweet, you're mother lies for you.
damn what a good mom. i know one thing, is that i'm going to be a damn good mom and take care of my baby and you're going to regret every little thing you did.
and you're going to want me back but HELL NO.
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
this is the point of no return. and that's wassssssup.
i thought so much better of you, i really did. i had hope for us somewhat.
but that is all dead, and gone just like my love for you.

you're not the one.
and i couldn't be happier.
stay the fuck away from me, until my baby is born.
wish you the best.

and i will always hate you♥