day BILLION?
i'm dangling on a rope here or atleast this relationship is...
i spent all afternoon and evening at the fair with you, then decided to go with two of my girlfriends to study for her cosmo test, and all of the sudden i get "you know what do whatever the fuck you want esther! have fucking FUN!"
really just because i have nothing else to do so i'm going to keep them company?
well it's just an excuse for you to go get drunk or do some type of drug, i called 15 min. later and you were already gone.
*i'm crying as i type
i don't know wtf you're doing or who you're doing it with, but it kills me.
it breaks my heart.
my heart is never secure in your hands is it?
i feel like i'm wasting my time trying to make this work.
because i'm heading foward in backwards land.
somethings gotta give, but idk what
KILL ME, now.
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