Friday, October 18, 2013

Can't stop...

Thinking about Leo...

I was listening to Eve play with her toys today and she was saying, "We have to go find my dad, he's sick".
I wanted to cry.
I don't like to cry or yell or do anything like that in front of the girls.
Marilyn asked her, "what's your dad's name?". And Eve said, "Leo!!!". 
Really loud and proud, the we passed by his grandmas house and she pointed saying that's where her dad lives.
Eve is so in love with having a mom & dad.

It just breaks me down into little tiny pieces I can't control the feelings to.
Leo, that subject period.
I can't aim hatred at his name because he's dead.
Idk who he is anymore and quite frankly he doesn't even know who genus anymore.
I wish he did.
I wish he understood the life he could be living right now.



As horrible as it is, I hope he's in jail.

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