Nothing

You can tell me I'm an amazing mother, and compliment me on my success, but if I'm nothing to you...if you know I'm temporary in your life, then your words are empty and mean nothing.

I want to meet someone, that's trying to stay.

Not someone who knows they're going to leave me, they're just not sure when.

I feel like I'm paying for something I'm never going to get.

Investing in emptiness.

That's how I feel right now.

I just want to disappear from this town and everyone in it.

God, please take me somewhere else.