Saturday, January 11, 2014

I can say

I'm honestly alone, inside.
I can't talk to anyone. 
No one gives me feedback when I talk to them about my problems, they don't even ask actually.
The only person who listened and asked questions and worked me through my problems was Saul.
So I'm having a hard time without him.
A really hard time and I'm trying my hardest not to hate him.
But I can't say that I don't because each day it's growing and my hearts growing colder towards him, and just colder period.
He had no idea how much he's hurt me, more than anyone else almost.
Well kind of, he's just a liar and a fake.
And I'm bitter and angry and fucking hate him.
I hate him I hate him I hate him.

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