Resoc

I miss you terribly, and love you just as much.

I can say I'm trying to stay strong, and I am.

I'm trying not to hate you for leaving me like everyone else, but that's exactly what you did.

You're no different, when I thought you were.

I thought you were the only one to understand me, and you are.

Then why would you abandon me?

You're no different from anyone else that's walked into my life.

The only difference is you dug deeper and wasted my time longer than anyone else has.

I'm glad to know now, that you're just like the rest of the world.

You're just another statistic.

Thanks for finally doing what you've been waiting to do, after all these years and tears I've wiped.

This is what I get.

I hope you'll never laugh the same.

I hope no one listens to you for hours on end.

I hope no one takes your suicide calls.

And I hope coffee tastes bitter to you.

I hope you sit alone at your desk breaking your pencils over and over.

I hope you break another arm.

I hope you try to call and your phone electrocutes you.

I hope no one listens to your placebo bull shit.

I hope you stop selling your whack ass grams.

I hope paint splashes all over you when you finally paint.

I hope you sleep on the couch.

I hope you cover up your shitty tattoos.

I hope there's rat poison in your cheese Danish.

I hope dirty Mexicans bug you at work (5-10 at a time).

I hope you throw away your stupid ass vitamin D that don't do shit.

What I me trying to say is I hope you know that I hate you.

Saul Reyes, I will always hate you.

Because no soul on this earth could communicate with mine the way yours does...and you know it's mutual.

And because of you, I no longer have anyone...